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7.31.2009

Sob Sob ;- (


ingin menangis :

wanted to read arabics ... but cant
wanted to improve ciscurtin blog ... dunno how anymore
wanted to be a good muslim ... not strong enough
wanted to be a good student ... not bright and consistent enough
wanted to be a friendly person ... but do not know how
regrets.regrets.regrets
jealous with all those who fluent in arab!
jealous with all those web designer and geeks!
jealous with all the good and nice peoples out there!
jealous with all bright students with all the deans and HDs!
jealous with all the friendly people
imagining myself as a snails ... slow and soft ...
but no matter what the limits there is on myself ... it will all be only for the love of You ...
wanted to serve You but the clouds felt too high ...
take me Home! please ... im not worthy
im so not worthy ...



*random

14 comment:

BENTO says:
at: August 1, 2009 at 1:09 AM said...

sabar2..
nnti banjir lak lakeside ni..
hehehe...
=)

Jamil says:
at: August 1, 2009 at 7:42 AM said...

nak makan gajah? basmala, suap sikit-sikit.

Balqies Arafia says:
at: August 1, 2009 at 11:12 AM said...

ayub, don't la sadddddd...

Z says:
at: August 1, 2009 at 6:45 PM said...

stop the worry, just look forward in life..cliche, but all you gotta do is believe in yourself..

as for the specific teeny problems you have there, im sure you can somehow find a way to overcome them..sooner or later..it'll take time

tapi tadi you smiled! (in Mera's car) a friendly sign! first time nampak

aj says:
at: August 3, 2009 at 11:04 AM said...

tq everyone for the votes of confidence!

better now ...

-_- Z ... ayub lambai kat hakam ... =D but since hakam tak layan ... alih kat Z ... ah hahahahahhahah

aj says:
at: August 3, 2009 at 11:05 AM said...

tq everyone for the votes of confidence!

better now ...

-_- Z ... ayub lambai kat hakam ... =D but since hakam tak layan ... alih kat Z ... ah hahahahahhahah

SI BISU says:
at: August 3, 2009 at 1:45 PM said...

dan kalau la ayub tau berapa ramai yg jealous apabila melihat perwatakan ayub!

Z says:
at: August 3, 2009 at 4:47 PM said...

xpe sekali sekala rasa macam nak melambai kat presiden CIS, seronok juga


T_T

aj says:
at: August 4, 2009 at 9:23 AM said...

naj: cukuplah Allah SWT sbg saksi dan sebaik penilai ... lepas ni kena lebih tabah dan lebih kuat bersyukur ...

z: ye ke ... cube lambai kat ex-presiden CIS ... lagi bes ...

SI BISU says:
at: August 4, 2009 at 8:39 PM said...

sekejap naj, sekejap wa.

???

-_-'

MOHAMAD FAIZ says:
at: August 5, 2009 at 1:10 PM said...

kitorg sokong ayub! cmon lah! its not easy thou to juggle life as a leader of a prominent club n engineering student :)

senyum sokmo!

aj says:
at: August 5, 2009 at 5:53 PM said...

:) thnx mohamad faiz! faiz mane ni yerk .. huheuhuhuehhu

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at: July 6, 2010 at 4:04 PM said...

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