Then what?

Looking forward to graduation.
then what?
Looking forward to marriage.
then what?
whats next ayub?

I've always thought life had been for You and only You.
but current predicament, made me want to sit in dark corner just to hide away from You.
but i know You are ever watching over me.

Im confused and lost in life's decesion.
Every second passed by i'm regretting that I did not give You what You deserve.
only You can cure me.
only You can mend me.
and only You can fix me.

will I ever have faith in myself again?

God the One. I beseech You and only You. Pardon me O Allah for I'm lost beyond your boundaries.

2 comment:

at: September 28, 2011 at 9:39 PM said...

Salam Ayub.

Please don't ever lose faith in yourself. You're a real special guy to ibuayahimanazyan & myself, we're always here for you (insya'Allah).

We are human's, we are made to make mistakes and learn from them, and you let go.

"O son of Adam, as long as you call upon Me and put your hope in Me, I have forgiven you for what you have done and I do not mind. O son of Adam, if your sins were to reach the clouds of the sky and then you would seek My forgiveness, I would forgive you. O son of Adam, if you were to come to Me with sins that are close to filling the earth and then you would meet Me without ascribing any partners with Me, I would certainly bring to you forgiveness close to filling it."

O My servants who have transgressed against their own souls, despair not of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Truly, He is Most Forgiving, Most Merciful. (Surah az-Zumar 39:53)

at: September 29, 2011 at 6:15 AM said...

I can fix you. I promise you I can